I AM HAPPY

I'm happy to report this morning I feel normal-- normal like before I got sick.  My appetite returned last night for first time before chemo and the past couple of days I noticed feeling happy for no reason--- of course we should feel happy for no reason!  We forget or maybe never knew we could always feel happy in background of life, no manner what is going on in  reality.  It's a choice so make decision "I am Happy"!  Should you feel unhappy embrace that because someway/somewhere you created it. 

LIFE IS SWEET

I chose to begin Hospice yesterday, it's wonderful plan that helps so much.  It's not giving up or throwing in the towel, just assistance in every way.  Of course I will continue herbal treatments etc.  Life is sweet.  

QUALITY OF LIFE

It's been 6 days since began 3 day chemo and was total misery.  I can only compare it to the Philippine flu I had in the '80's, that I wasn't sure I'd survive but did.  I am stopping chemo, what's the point if I sleep off and on and am completely miserable when awake?  It's a decision for quality of life not quantity of life.

WHAT DOES IT SAY

Just finished first 3day chemo, main side effect fatigue, exhausted afterwards for hours.  I'm using other nontraditional as well, including The Unseen Therapist, fenben etc., HoOponopono, the latter may be even more unusual but why not?  Most of us store negative emotions that can create illness so try it.  The main thing is, accept the situation completely.  Look for the spiritual side of illness, what does it say? Pay attention.

SO FAR

I've written on this before but here's more - if we don't decide then The Universe will decide for us.  This happened to me after losing my partner 3 years ago.  I didn't know what to do so didn't do anything until this Spring when I was diagnosed with cancer and in less than a month sold my house, moved to Appalachia near my son who took early retirement to take care of Mom, in treatment etc. without a backward glance.  I'm still exploring all this but so far The Mission team only said "earthchanges" so stay tuned.

HAPPY ST PATRICKS DAY 2019

My DNA test shows 9% Scots- Irish validating Grandma Johnson verbal history and my own sense of  it - must be in the blood.  Go Green! 

PUT LIGHT ON IT

Advanced creators usually are aware of areas that need work, and have various tools to use.  Here's one to try if okayed by your Higher I:  Take a flashlight and shine on the physical area a few minutes or if it's mental/emotional then shine on the relative chakra until you feel a shift.  If you don't know where to focus then shine on your solar plexus aka the intuitive bridge to Higher I until it talks to youYou may receive idea/message what to do/it may release on it's own or the light may reveal what caused it.