I'm happy to report this morning I feel normal-- normal like before I got sick. My appetite returned last night for first time before chemo and the past couple of days I noticed feeling happy for no reason--- of course we should feel happy for no reason! We forget or maybe never knew we could always feel happy in background of life, no manner what is going on in reality. It's a choice so make decision "I am Happy"! Should you feel unhappy embrace that because someway/somewhere you created it.